this is the first day of these long term break that i woke up as early as 6.15am. i was supposed to send my brother to jetty. he could have left the car at the jetty so that i can bring it home later, because he knew that i never wake up early during holidays. eventually i insisted. one reason is that i don't him to do what he did last week to my car. so i woke up and somehow i felt hyper or something. i feel fresh breathing the morning air and my mind feel so clear. before we left the house, mom asked to do something. you know what, she asked to buy vegetables at the market, or should i say 'tamu' and she asked to look for cooking oil. hehe. actually i didn't want to do it, but, since i already turned her down with the wedding things last week, so i thought, what the hell. haha

so i dropped my brother at the jetty, went straight to this tamu. the funny thing is that, when i started to look for the freshest vege, i felt like my age stepped up wildly to 50, i felt old. hehe. the place was a little less clientele, except for few couples of these oldies. of course i could see some of them gazed at me and thinking "is this boy lost or what?". you should see their faces. haha. after that i left for this particular cooking oil at the nearby shop, but i couldn't find one. i couldn't stand surveying the places so left and went straight home.

it was 8am when i reached home. usually i'm still stucked in my bed at this time. like i said, i wasn't feeling tired at all, even though i noticed that sometimes i worn out easily, but it wasn't like this. maybe i was too excited to feel the morning and everything about. after that i've been lynching boredom with rounds of foods, video games, dvds and mp3s. and i didn't fall asleep. hah =)

the gf text me, about i've been acting, about the jerk i've been lately. i was trying to fill in my responses with simple solution and some commitments to settle things down. yeah, i know, i'm a jackass. we've been off the track, but i hope we'll manage to patch things up.

i had a lot of thing on my mind this morning, probably because of the sun, but somehow maybe i cracked my head along the way through the afternoon, so i guess that's all. hehe. i knooow, my life's boring. wondering where am i heading from here, where is life when i need it. hmmmph. no tracks for today, just random. bye