hi. its been awhile. before i decided to blog just now, i've been thinking if i want to rant about what happened this morning. i'm not use to brag about my problems in my blog, because it seems useless and humiliating. but now, i don't have anyone i can talk to, i just want to spill it here. first thing in the morning is the highlight for today. the girlfriend is BREAKING UP with me. i was speechless and numb when i got her text messages. she thinks that after almost 6 years, we never get along, so she decided to stay apart from each other. the thing that she told me, that hurts me the most was not to give hope on her and she said she knows that i'm going to get a better life with someone else.
well this is what i told her. i'm gonna make sure that we are not going to end up here, just like that. it's been 71 months, and the reason for breaking up is just unacceptable. i told her, i don't want anyone else. i want her. like always.
or something like that. she hasn't replied me back, but i wish soon. i just want to know if there's hope for me. if there is, even if it's just a slight through, i will risk everything to take it and use it. so from here, where i stand as a stubborn-head, i won't give up on you easily. even though you just gave up on me. you'll see that i'm the one for you.
i don't know if this is the right thing to do. but i know that this is not how we end
