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okayyy fellas
i already had my paper on 23rd and 25th, it was still hard, rigid, stiff, buduh, palui. hahaha. payah gila. predicted results? unpredictable. haha. next is on 5th Philosophy of Education and after that on 6th, Spanish Elementary which is also the last paper. wish me luck. hmm

after the exam, i spent my time relaxing instead of revising for the next paper. i just can help it! looking at the time, i think i still have time to play around. but some part of me thinks that i'm running out of time. i already read some of the notes. it was...'bearable'. hehe. the rest? still work in progress. i just got back from the sister's house at Rimba. they just moved in last Ramadhan, and last night was the first time i when there. they had a barbecue and my nephew was celebrating his birthday. it was pretty cool, even though i feel like no one there with the brother-in-law's family flooding the place. they are very friendly, i mean very friendly, but i just feel i can't fit in. you know, with their status and with this awangku/dayangku vibes amongst them. they are not arrogant, not at all,but its just me. so i just bailed earlier with my brother whom i think feels the same way too.

ohh, not forget to mention, this year Aidiladha, i went to for sembahyang raya...ALONE. haha. how pathetic am i? it was sad, listening to the takbir, with no one by my side except for a bunch of strangers. hehe. i just forgot why i just didn't go home that Saturday. pity me. huhuhu.

so tomorrow we are going to have a family-futsal-gathering at Harun's gym at BSB. it will be from 8pm to 10pm. i hope jadi. i think so jadi. i can't wait to see the cousins and team up against de-Salladin =) hehe. it was long time ago since i played futsal, i don't even know if i still can run =.='

after the exam the cousins, again, have plan to go to Miri. its a vacation with shopping and bla bla bla. and again, i hope jadi, even though i have critical financial issue at the moment. another option is to spend November allowance and having being in a broke state for the rest of December. and that will be torturous since December means holidays. hoho. i'm officially in a dilemma =(

i'm re-organizing my sleeping schedule since i hit that sleeping disorder period. after all, i need to be in a good shape for my next paper.

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

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